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girl I liked & met her only 2-3 times avoided any interaction with me.
I am 27 years old. SHE TREATS ME LIKE A STRANGER doesnt even care to talk. Below is letter for her. She knows my bad state and thinks I am desperate
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Thanks for deleting me from ur profile, atlast I can write to you why I was mad about you.
I had somehow attached the image of perfect girl with you. So I never forced u to be my spouse but
I wanted to be ur friend for I thought u had some qualities.
The other girls I meet seemed to be confused or always after something, somehow I thought u were not like them.
These are the qualities/essence I THOUGHT u had and which i like or which matters me the most –
I thought you had no time for the past, you were confident and happy to just keep moving ahead.
Take the life as it comes and enjoy. (I like to be live this way)
I thought u are generous and give people what they want. U trust people. (I am like this & enjoy it, people sometimes
use me I know)
I also guessed that you had high regard of urself and ur were determined to
find ur own way thru difficulties. (I am very particular about this. Except in ur case I almost left out my
self respect since i thought u were worth it. Else people in office envy me/hate me for my professionalism.
Whatever I do I do it perfectly.)
U never consider favours from anybody come what may. U are happy in what u have and strive to achieve what
u want in life. (Whatever I have in life I have achieved it thru hard work purely on my own. I never like people
who boot-lick or try to please other people)
U have passion & vibrancy for doing the things u like (here I learned from ur profile that u were mad abt animation
like i am mad about coding/programming)
U have always something interesting to say to people (i lack on this front manytimes)
No matter how tough the going gets u keep ur head high (too much to expect from u)
U rarely lose control (I lack on this front, I can get blowed off when I became emotional)
Thought u were simple, direct, good natured. (me too)
But I rarely neglect people or act in a haughty manner like you do (u are too much on this)
Overall I can trust myself and believe what are the morals of a girl born and bought up in the environment in which
you live. I can guess this from the way my sister, cousins and friends are.
I JUST THOUGHT YOU MAY BE LIKE THIS, I DIDNT ASSUME U WERE.
Thats it, I was after u since I thought u were as described above. Other things are of no/minor importance to me.
This is the kinda person which I admire the most and try to be.
In addition to above perceived qualities I was too excited since this is what happended to me -
I think anyone wil go mad if something like this happens to him.
I felt that u were one of cutest girl on the earth, jolly, caring & my best friend. I thought of u as a little/small
girl. Ur lively-ness made be absolutely mad.
I had your smiling face imprinted in my brain, and it just comes up before my eyes when I thought of u.
Just imagine how I felt when I saw u smiling, totally flat/fully satisfied like I dont need anything more
this in life. So happy, busting with it.
I felt privileged to be in ur company, and felt like talking to u on and on. I thought i could talk to u endlessly
(That day on 19th Aug I was too hungry,tired but ur smile made me bear it. I was not ready to leave you)
I dont know how, I downloaded almost every animation movie I knew and enjoyed watching all of them. Animation was like
my new career I read almost everything I came across since u like it. This just happens with me I never do it puposely.
Even your normal talk sounded so sweet to me that I can live by it. That day when u were scolding me on the
phone I was feeling so weird since u sounded so sweet even when u wanted be rude.
Just remembering those things while writing this excites me.
I have thought about you (not purposely) everyday since we last met 8 months back aleast for a minute. I remember u
even if I dont want to. Anything auspicious, exciting comes to me it reminds me of u. I remember u automatically
during all festivals or any good moments. I remember u even when I am sad .
I mean whenever everything is normal/dull i am normal but as soon as I am happy/sad/alone it reminds me of you.
I remember u when I finish my work & start walking for home.
When u keep such high regard of a person u obiviously cannot have anything bad for him.
I could have happily died for such a person if situation demanded.
Someone so sweet has the right to get what they want in life and thats why I didn’t force anything on u but ofcourse
I wanted u to be my friend.
But I couldn’t stand u treating me as stranger since I beleived were perfect (as above)
Actually whenever u didn’t respond properly to me I went anxious & felt very bad that friendship was spoiled due
to my behav